I’m sighing. Why? Why do I feel this sudden wave of lethargy and sadness? It’s like.. When I speak to people I have a history with, I feel stuck in the past. Everyone moves on from me but I feel like I’m always stuck in the mud.
I don’t understand why I cling on to things/people/emotions so tightly. It just makes life constantly painful when people move on and don’t associate themselves with me anymore. Especially because, in my mind, we are still part of each other’s lives.